Thursday, December 1, 2011


A vow to myself I swear,
in immorality
would I not engage
for all the time I have left

But you,
my personal weakness:
it amazes me how
from closed to open I go at your sight

As I look in distance
and see you smile,
even more like slut I feel
when 'I love you' you say

Sadly, if truth be told,
You leave me in sweet space.... wanting more

Saturday, September 24, 2011


With tears smart,
I watched from the gallery
as the straps grip
firmly held him in place.

Tears flowed from my eyes
just as they flowed
when dagger
to my fathers chest he drew.

My lover of me asks,
'how is it that your eyes tear?
when without thought,
he made you fatherless'

To sum it all, 1 + 1 =2,
what justice do I find in two deaths?

Friday, September 2, 2011

A friends DISEASE

She waited for a stranger,
and fear took her mind;
a stranger who would curse
as from behind he penetrated her.

She waited prepared for a stranger:
for she knew
the pain and disease
his harm will bring to her.

Instead she saw a friend,
in secure arms she let her guard down.
he threw her to cold floor,
and did the strangers deed.

Now with a friends disease,
she forgives and tries to live right.

Wednesday, June 15, 2011


I saw your hands outstretched,
your palms open and warm:
In them you offered hope,
hope that your love will be lasting.

I heard you say,
'do not my advances refuse,
for with intentions fair,
I approach with a lovefilled heart'

Your mouth of words tired:
Those words that should have been calm,
but my troubles were even severer
for the poor bliss of your words to settle

My insecurities raged onwards:
your palm I refused, and my way I went.

Thursday, February 17, 2011


I fear wandering
For no matter where I tread
Every path
To the unknown leads

My quest for knowledge confuses me
Its as though
The more I insist on knowing
The less I learn

Ive sought freedom
But in my mind, the thought resounds:
‘Possibly before we are free
We should be fearful’’

My life revolves around uncertainty
Only the certainty of nothingness reassures….

Wednesday, January 12, 2011

nEW bEgGininGs....

This year has been one with many begginings for me: I got featured in my very first print magazine, I started my first proper job, I started a retirement savings account, ..........